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Season 1

Nov. 29, 2023

Hotline Caller: The Newspaper Clipping

Note: This episode is in memory and honor of Captain Brian Durbin, EOW 11/19/2023. In this intriguing episode, a caller reaches out around, grappling with the mystery of why they've held onto a newspaper article about the rec...

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Nov. 22, 2023

Fowl Play & Gratitude Grit: A Reality Check Into the Value of Gratitu…

In this episode, our hosts delve into the societal pressures surrounding the holidays, particularly the expectation to conform to a picture-perfect celebration. One of our hosts shares their experience of feeling immense pres...

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Nov. 15, 2023

You're Fine, Huh? When our Brain and Body Aren't on the Same Page

We're often in this zone of anxiety, thinking it's just the norm. But guess what? It's possible that we're actually super hypersensitive and on high alert most of the time and aren't even aware of how it's affecting us. Cinna...

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Nov. 8, 2023

Pain Into Purpose: Your ATTD Host Reveals What's Behind Her Curtain

This episode is a unique, unplanned and vulnerable episode delivered by Erin one sleepless evening. Erin shares her unexpected journey through the maze of personal relationships with those who "wear a uniform" for a living. I...

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Nov. 1, 2023

Redefining Dispatch: With Jessica Wiederhold

Allow us to introduce Jessica Wiederhold, a dedicated professional who has been making a significant impact in the field of emergency services and dispatch management. In this episode, Jessica offers a raw and vulnerable real...

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Oct. 25, 2023

What the Eff Now: ACES Part 3

Over the course of these two episodes, we hope we've done a sufficient job in helping our listeners understand what Adverse Childhood Experiences are, how they impact our developing brain and how our childhood experiences aff...

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Oct. 18, 2023

The Nesting Doll Concept: ACES Part 2

Today we're diving deep into the twisted maze of our past, like we're untangling a bunch of Russian nesting dolls. You know, those dolls that hide one inside the other, like a secret within a secret. It's a metaphor that's so...

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Oct. 11, 2023

Show Me Your ACES: ACES Part 1

In this episode, we embark on a journey to unravel the intricate web of childhood trauma and Adverse Childhood Experiences (ACEs). Delving into the long-reaching effects on first responders' thoughts, feelings, and behaviors,...

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Oct. 4, 2023

Ultimate Surrender: With Monica Braun

"I don't want any other first responders to feel that they have to be stuck in that darkness and that there is hope that you can get out of that and get help." Grappled with a range of challenges, including addiction, mental ...

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Sept. 27, 2023

Hotline Caller: Not Wrong, Just Different

Desensitization is an unconscious psychological process that occurs when individuals are repeatedly exposed to traumatic or distressing events. For first responders, who encounter death and traumatic incidents on a regular ba...

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Sept. 20, 2023

The Final Puzzle Piece: Duration, Functional Impairment & Chemical Hi…

Today, we embark on a journey to wrap up the vital criteria we've explored over the past five months. As we delve into the world of PTSD, we revisit Episode 3, where we confronted the stark reality of Direct Exposure to traum...

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Sept. 13, 2023

Thriving in the Wild: With Zach Ferenbaugh

In the realm of outdoor adventures and hunting, the image that often comes to mind is rugged, macho, and testosterone-driven. But what happens when someone not only challenges these stereotypes but thrives in a world where ma...

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Sept. 6, 2023

Unwavering Courage: With Michael Sugrue

In the realm of first responders, bravery is valuable, and fortitude is required. As we embark on the compelling journey of his victory over post-traumatic stress injury (PTSI), one resounding message reverberates: the ghost ...

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Aug. 30, 2023

Hotline Caller: The Forgotten First Responder

In a world where first responders are often celebrated for their bravery and sacrifice, there is a group of heroes who often go unnoticed and unappreciated – dispatchers. These unsung heroes work tirelessly behind the scenes,...

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Aug. 23, 2023

Hyperarousal & Reactivity: Navigating Irritability, Risky Behaviors, …

So, let's dive in, again, to this whole PTSD thing, specifically Criterion E. It may feel like you're on the rollercoaster in your mind, and suddenly, boom! You're hit with a wild loop-de-loop of symptoms. Your mind is like ...

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Aug. 16, 2023

Balanced Decisions: A Tool to Help Make Informed and Thought Out Deci…

Imagine you're in a high-pressure situation, making split-second decisions. Wouldn't it be nice to hone a tool that encourages you to recognize any negative thoughts that might be clouding your judgment? These could be though...

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Aug. 9, 2023

Fortitude & Excellence: With Molly Jones

Guest Molly Jones joins your ATTD hosts to share her insights, expertise and experience as the clinical outreach coordinator for Advanced Recovery Systems and the Center of Excellence. Molly is the IAFF 9th District Peer Supp...

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Aug. 2, 2023

Breaking the Stigma: With Tommy Bolin

Tommy Bolin, a 28 year veteran in the fire service in Columbus, Ohio. Tommy currently holds the rank of Lieutenant. Tommy joins ATTD to talk about his experience in turning his "mess into a message." Tommy's journey is like ...

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July 26, 2023

Simple Ways to Get Present: Tips and Tricks to get Grounded and Slow …

On this episode of ATTD your host, Erin, delivers various tools and emphasizes the importance of practicing being present. We all know that first responders have incredibly demanding jobs. You face high-stress situations day ...

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July 19, 2023

Internal Storms: Navigating Negative Alterations of Mood and Mind

Negative alterations in your mind and mood are par for the course when you're a human begin. A lot of us know that these experiences will pass as quickly as they came. Unless these alterations are a direct result of experienc...

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July 12, 2023

The Firefighters Daughter: With Kerrie Murphy

Kerrie understands the culture of first responders from her upbringing as a daughter of a firefighter, and growing up with first responders. Kerrie’s brother was also a firefighter for 11 years before his death in 2012. Kerri...

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July 5, 2023

Wellness Warrior: With Sean Woods

Guest, Sean Woods has dabbled in various opportunities in the law enforcement world. He joins our show to share in the steps and successes of creating a wellness program within his department. This program has helped many of...

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June 28, 2023

Hotline Caller: Conflicted Identity

You start out as an eager rookie, ready to save lives and make a difference. You got the shiny badge, the uniform that fits just right, and you feel like a damn hero. People look up to you, trust you with their lives, and it'...

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June 21, 2023

The Only Way Out is Through: Understanding the Consequences of Avoida…

You might think avoidance is your brain’s way of protecting you from the horrors of a traumatic experience. It's like your brain is saying, "Nope, not dealing with that nightmare again." But guess what? This so-called protect...

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